Chapter~1
❆ Ayesha's Story ❆
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That was a hard time for her and her father. Few days after
the funeral, Ayesha became 14. In her mother’s absence ,she used to take care of all the household
works. Father used to work overtime. So Ayesha gradually learnt to stay alone
at home. Every time she got scared or feel lonely, she used to comfort herself
, saying "one day, everything will be fine."
But, nothing was fine. The worst was yet to come. Her father
was running into debts. Lenders were putting pressure on him, few young boys
used to come home often and shout at him, asking him for the debt
repayment. Ayesha used to see all this
happening from behind the kitchen door. Father was miserable.
There was always awful silence in the house. When , winter
came that year, father decided to send Ayesha to her uncle's place . Ayesha
happily agreed when dad said , " why don't go spend few days at your
uncle's ?"
" Really? " She smiled.
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“Your uncle is coming, tomorrow. I have already talked to
him. Your better start packing now. And make sure you take everything with you.
All your necessities. “He patted her
back and said, “It’s going to be a long vacation."
Ayesha's smile faded away,"you are not coming?"
"No. Father has to go to work. He cannot take leave
now."
“For how many days?" Ayesha asked.
"Huh?"
"For how long will I stay there?" Ayesha repeated.
“For few weeks....just go, enjoy, live with your uncle and
aunt. You will have your brother there, you won't be lonely. No workloads and
only fun. Only work and no fun has made my baby so unhappy. So I decided to
send you there. "
"Send me ? What do you mean by that? You will live
alone? Take care of the house and do all the work by yourself? You hardly can
do a work or cook. I won't leave you. No." Ayesha shouted.
"You will go . Don't forget I am the one who makes the
decisions and you will do as I say and that's final. And it is for your own
good. "That was the first time she saw her father so angry and sad.
Ayesha still remember the next day when uncle came to take
her , she was not crying, she was angry, her father was sending her away on
purpose.
So many years have passed, she had turned 24 now. Father used to call sometimes , once in a week , then twice in a month, then suddenly stopped calling her. She knew uncle and father talks on the phone often but it's been so long since uncle heard from him. Ayesha often smiled looking at herself in the mirror ..."quite a vacation".
Shillong is a one of the smallest states in the northeastern
part of India. The city lies in the middle of plateau surrounded by rolling hills,
that once used to remind the Europeans of Scotland. That's why it is also called 'Scotland of the east'.
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Ayesha liked the room .It's a small yet cozy space tucked
away on the roof. It had a children's bed comfortable enough for Ayesha at the
end of the room on the left of door.
There was a dormer window on the opposite of door , used to provide a great view
of the widespread meadow meeting the foothills, far from the chaos of the town.
There was a small, dressing unit uncle
brought with an oval mirror on it. She gave a little touch of her own
decoration , in one part of the closet she put the collection of her books
which outnumbered her clothes and somehow managed to put all her clothes in the
rest of space and there is a table beside it. Books were her companion in her
happy days, in her blues, in loneliness . When things were going wrong , father
was in pain , Ayesha stopped going to school and used to read books for long
hours ,sitting in the kitchen. That was how the bookworm was born.
Uncle, Niketan Dutta was a high school teacher. He used to spend most of the time in Assam for work ,
4hours 30 mins from Shillong. He always wanted to become a poet. But, poverty triumphed
over pen. They were four brothers and grandpa earned very little, father was a
school go-er when other two elder brothers fought over a failed business and
both left the house with their wives to start new career and moved to new
cities in order to start fresh. Therefore, uncle became a teacher and stood by
his father's side and a poet stopped dreaming from then on. So, he writes
poetry at his leisure now. Last year he published his second book and was
praised by so many poetry lovers. Ayesha read the first book he brought for her
, she liked it.
Aunt and brother never used to hover over her. Mrs. Dutta used to suffer from a pain in
her right knee. Doing all the works at home, walking back and forth often made her ill. She was annoyed, when she came to know Ayesha would be living with
them but gradually they became good friends when Mrs. Dutta found a lovely,helpful ally in Ayesha. Ayesha's life was unlike any Cinderella story. Aunt never tormented her nor
asked her to work , instead she chose to take care of her own duties and she
also looks after her brother when aunt is sick.
Uncle used to come home
every weekend. Hence, weekends were the days when she got to stay alone at home
since three of them used to go out to have their own family time together. There were many lakes, parks to visit in Shillong, inundated with tourists and local
people. She never regreted saying"no" , everytime she was asked if she
wanted to join them, because somewhere she had always felt that her presence
could bother their family time. Rather those days were her happy days, she stayed at home, she got to read the books she used to bring from the library every sunday.
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Mum was her best friend . Ever since she lost her mother she had felt so lonely that sometimes in that small room it used to become hard to breathe, felt like an unfamiliar solitude choking her. Father didn't keep in touch anymore. Though it had been so many years, she never could fraternize well with uncle's family. Loneliness was all she had now but that didn't bother her anymore. But the heart wants what it wants. Somewhere there was a blank space she longed for someone to come and fill up.
"Ayesha, please take your dinner ." Aunt's voice
paused Ayesha's thoughts, she ran downstairs.
TO BE CONTINUED------->Chapter~2(Click to continue read)
TO BE CONTINUED------->Chapter~2(Click to continue read)
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